something eunice told me this morning
really stabbed me deep in the heart.
im honestly so disappointed.
how could she say such a thing eunice?
sigh)=
i really dun know what to do anymore..




the first two periods was damn slack.
during ss,
me val eunice tofu and yaya were supposed to be discussing about the London Bombings
but instead we erm,
sorta really drifted from the topic?
haha.
actually i duno howww we started talking about it.
must be yaya lah. lol.
we had fun anyway(=



and during lit,
i sat with val and jaz cos i didnt bring my lit file.
we were like chatting the WHOLE way.
poor jannah and danielle had to keep turning around to ask us
to shut up.
haha sorry!
anyway,
we were filling each other in on stuffs.
i think its safe to say that the three of us are equally outdated.
hahaha.
but jaz told us some things that were erm
so like wrong?
lol. bad taste lah.
and i think its really.. weird.
yeah.





then during recess,
something really funny happened. haha.
red chopsticks!




afterward it was make-up time!
all the ballet dancers gathered in the studio
and STAYED there for the whole next three periods
while ms chiam did our make-up.
we had so much of free time lah.
then shi hua and annabel told me about the really sad adiemus story..
oh my.
it was really sad)=
and to think they came up with a story
out of that dance that we did last year for teachers day.
really cool.
oh man i miss that dance.
i think thats the only dance where i really felt myself letting go of everything inside.
awesome





















look at shi hua's hair!
hahaha.
with jamie's spray and MY hands
you get.. ta daahh!
a crazy lunatic mad scientist hair. LOL.
annabel's hair didnt look as bad. haha i wonder why.


















front vieewww!(=




finally got my jazz shoes.
yeah man!
but it felt weird dancing with them for the very FIRST time.
okay lah fine im just lousy. haha.
but the make-up was like..
hsakrypyjmnvkhzhjg!
i took like ALMOST 40 mins before all the blackness was gone.
but still, there was black marks here and there =/



and my eye area is still like..
blackish.
die lah.
panda nat's coming to town!

but overall the full dress rehearsal was good(=
much better than yesterday.
string ensemble also came down today.




i tell you,
mae songs really get me all emo.
its not the im-damn-sad/angry kinda emo,
its just.. emo.
you know?
haha. okay forget it.




the nights are forever
and maybe im wrong.
but it feels like im so lost
without you.




i've









fallen.












for you.




beauty keeps her alone*